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Religious Compromise In a Down Economy?

When my husband and I met 10 years ago, the plan was for him to stay home with the kids and I was going to have a wonderful career.  I blame society for things changing tracks – boys generally make more in boy-laden fields than girls who tend towards fields that lift up our young and help our sick  (I stick my tongue out in petulant protest).

After 4 yrs of being home with my kids full-time I am ready to get back to work. I am ready to feel multidimensional and our balance sheets could use an influx of cash. But what’s  a girl to do when the mama drive to work again is timed with a bad economy? And, short of start-up web companies, there aren’t any fields more desperate right now than Higher Education in California.

So, I apply to everything in my field that is local. I get a call back and set up an interview at a small private school. Cool.

As I research the school I see, deeply imbedded in the website, that they hold MASS daily! What have a I gotten myself into?  Apparently everyone but me knew that their name was synonymous with Catholicism. I consider canceling the interview, but decide that the experience would be professionally valuable.

As I park on campus I try to insulate myself with a bit of humor. I send a text to my friend asking whether the Catholic cross is done left to right or right to left?  I imagine myself pulling it out if things get really rough in there. My husband sends me a message saying “good luck and god bless.” I most enjoy seeing their mascot, which had to have come from a bit of respectable self-deprecating humor Catholic Penguins? This actually encourages me. Maybe we can be friends after all???

I felt a weird heaviness just walking around this beautiful campus. The inside of the buildings were old, dark and empty – with big tables, drapes and carpets. As I was given a bit of an architectural tour, I almost asked whose “sisters” my guide was talking about. hmmm. My interview panel was very dull –  exactly the characters I had anticipated. This was disappointing as I was hoping something about the interview would shake up my expectations (like the penguins).

I’ve thought a lot about both the ethics and the realistic aspects of taking this job. I read an argument that it is unethical to contribute to an institution that perpetuates such a damaging lie. I agree in theory, but this economy sucks and I don’t know when the next opportunity will arise.  Perhaps I would even be a great help to skeptical students on campus – As a Visible Atheist I could be a bastion of hope to other Atheists!

There is a part of me that thinks this would be an interesting professional experience and maybe I could approach it as a bit of a scientist – you know, if I make it all about my gain then it is justifiable. But, they were nice enough people and I don’t feel quite right taking the piss either.

So, I got a call today saying I was one of the finalists and they just had a few follow-up questions. Huh? Didn’t my non-belief create an aura around me that made them equally as uncomfortable? I haven’t heard about the poor job market challenging people’s personal ethics, but here is an unconventional case-in-point.

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